Monday, February 2, 2009

The end of me

I sit here waiting for the inspiration to come. Will today be just another day? Right now I am wishing I had a great and profound idea to share with the world. I am trying to think of some wisdom to share or some great truth God has revealed through me, but I am coming up short. God says that he loves those with a humble and contrite spirit. Perhaps that is the reason for my block. Perhaps God needs to empty me right now of myself so I can see who I am without ideas given by Him. What will I fill my vessel with today? Will I seek to make myself an enemy of God by desiring the friendship of the world? Will I be wise enough to see and to trust Him to work through me in the ordinary of today? What kind of father will I be today? What kind of husband will I be today? What kind of friend and servant will I be today? Will I waste today on me alone?

I am empty right now, but am confident I am set apart for a purpose and confident that God will work that purpose out in me today even though I can't feel or see that purpose at this moment. I know that my life is bigger than this moment as I anticipate what God will use me for today.

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